It’s been a month since I last posted and I know you all might be wondering why. Some of you are maybe like “this girl ain’t dedicated to blogging; she should stop”. To be honest YES, I was not dedicated to blogging. Note the emphasis on the word ‘was’ here. This month has been really weird. And by weird I mean it was the weirdest of weirds. *probably that doesn’t make sense, but you guys get it, right?* I have never felt such stuff before. So basically today’s post is gonna be another Life update because my life is hella interesting and I love to brag about it and you guys are so curious to know. *making a winky face in front of the computer thinking you guys might see it, cuz why not?* *and yes sarcasm was intended*
Fun Fact #1: It’s been over three months since I left school!
Fun Fact #2: I was at home during all that time!!
Fun Fact #3: No, I’ve not graduated yet. I’m still 16 people, calm down!!
You: Damn girl you’re so lucky. You didn’t have to go to school. You must be enjoying life, eh? Goshh..I’m so jealous!!
And me: uhh…No. IT IS NOT AT ALL FUN! Specially if you live in India, cuz parents here are strict af and don’t let their girls go out “alone”, even if you’re 16. They think you might get raped and shit. So yeah..
The thought of staying at home for more than three months sounds so pleasing and exciting. But after a month or even less, reality decides to kick in and you realize that you were profoundly wrong. It’s horrible. Don’t ever try it unless you have other amazing stuff to do. Stuff that sadly I didn’t have or maybe I did, but just neglected it.
The thing is that I’m in a new country now. *it’s only been two days tho* But yes I’m back in Canada, and this time for good. I kinda have mixed feelings. Like I’m excited at one point and nervous at the other. And then I’m awkward and dumb as well, which pretty much sucks. These tree months have been like roller coasters with deadly drops. There were moments when I felt low and lost and there were moments when I felt like I was the happiest person in the whole world. I experienced a bunch of weird feelings that really messed up with my mind. And because of them I didn’t blog. To be honest I didn’t feel like blogging. But I discovered a new talent in myself. I’ve started writing poems, which is something I was initially never good at. Now, I love writing poems so much. It’s the best way to portray one’s feelings. So yeah, I wrote a few poems during this time and I think I’m getting better at it.
To cram it all up, I was at home for three months, wasn’t allowed to go out much, experienced different kinds of feelings, was sad, was happy, read some books, watched some shows, moved to a new country, had the most happening plane journey and I’m still not able to get over the Blood for Blood series
So, that’s pretty much it. I’ll be elaborating about my plane journey in the next post, which might be hilarious I guess, lol. I don’t really have a good sense of humor though, but I’ll try. And I promise not to disappear this time. And at last, Thank you so much for the love and support you all have given me. I’ve finally reached 50 followers, which is really insane. So, Thanks again. It’s really motivating.
Love you all❤❤