Life Update Again?? Hell YEAh!!!

Hey Guys!!

It’s been a month since I last posted and I know you all might be wondering why. Some of you are maybe like “this girl ain’t dedicated to blogging; she should stop”. To be honest YES, I was not dedicated to blogging. Note the emphasis on the word ‘was’ here. This month has been really weird. And by weird I mean it was the weirdest of weirds. *probably that doesn’t make sense, but you guys get it, right?*  I have never felt such stuff before. So basically today’s post is gonna be another Life update because my life is hella interesting and I love to brag about it and you guys are so curious to know. *making a winky face in front of the computer thinking you guys might see it, cuz why not?* *and yes sarcasm was intended*

Fun Fact #1: It’s been over three months since I left school!

Fun Fact #2: I was at home during all that time!!

Fun Fact #3: No, I’ve not graduated yet. I’m still 16 people, calm down!!

You: Damn girl you’re so lucky. You didn’t have to go to school. You must be enjoying life, eh? Goshh..I’m so jealous!!

And me: uhh…No. IT IS NOT AT ALL FUN! Specially if you live in India, cuz parents here are strict af and don’t let their girls go out “alone”, even if you’re 16. They think you might get raped and shit. So yeah..

The thought of staying at home for more than three months sounds so pleasing and exciting. But after a month or even less, reality decides to kick in and you realize that you were profoundly wrong. It’s horrible. Don’t ever try it unless you have other amazing stuff to do. Stuff that sadly I didn’t have or maybe I did, but just neglected it.

The thing is that I’m in a new country now. *it’s only been two days tho*  But yes I’m back in Canada, and this time for good. I kinda have mixed feelings. Like I’m excited at one point and nervous at the other. And then I’m awkward and dumb as well, which pretty much sucks. These tree months have been like roller coasters with deadly drops. There were moments when I felt low and lost and there were moments when I felt like I was the happiest person in the whole world. I experienced a bunch of weird feelings that really messed up with my mind. And because of them I didn’t blog. To be honest I didn’t feel like blogging. But I discovered a new talent in myself. I’ve started writing poems, which is something I was initially never good at. Now, I love writing poems so much. It’s the best way to portray one’s feelings. So yeah, I wrote a few poems during this time and I think I’m getting better at it.

To cram it all up, I was at home for three months, wasn’t allowed to go out much, experienced different kinds of feelings, was sad, was happy, read some books, watched some shows, moved to a new country, had the most happening plane journey and I’m still not able to get over the Blood for Blood series

So, that’s pretty much it. I’ll be elaborating about my plane journey in the next post, which might be hilarious I guess, lol. I don’t really have a good sense of humor though, but I’ll try. And I promise not to disappear this time. And at last, Thank you so much for the love and support you all have given me. I’ve finally reached 50 followers, which is really insane. So, Thanks again. It’s really motivating.

Love you all❤❤

 

 

 

 

 

Update

Hey Guys!!!

I know it’s been a while, quite a while actually, since I’ve last posted. And I’m really sorry for that. There’ll be regular posts from now, I promise. So I last posted before my exams, a month ago probably. And lots of things happen in a month. So in today’s post I’ll give u guys a bit life update *as if you all are eager to know but whatever, hehe* So lets get started👉👉

Exams got over finally and I’m really disappointed cuz I didn’t do that well as compared to last time. My parents think it’s because of blogging but No it’s not. Writing and me, just sort of clicked. I was never into writing before. But after reading Girl Online by Zoe Sugg, I thought of it and was really eager to start blogging. Though at that time I  only thought about getting famous. But now it’s different. I feel like writing every single moment of my life, and I even do. Lots of things keep going on in my mind. Like what I’m gonna write next, some short story or I just start writing something in my head. All these thoughts don’t leave my head and because of them, I think I wasn’t able to concentrate much. But nonethelessl, I still got really good marks in math which was totally unexpected.

After my exams got over, I celebrated my birthday!! And it was really fun. We went to pizza hut where the staff was really lazy. The service was no good. But the cake was really yummy 😋 Ugghhhh…I WANNA HAVE CAKE RN!! Then we went to this Haunted House which was really shitty. Like it was so so dark in there that we couldn’t even see the ghost set ups. But still I managed to scream a thousand times in there😌 After that we saw the movie Beauty and the Beast, where I messed up. I lost 9 tickets. I know I’m really clumsy but thank god we still got to go inside. I really loved the movie, though I think some people found it boring. But for me, it was really good, which is what matters the most, right?🙊👅 And at last, we all girlies had a crying session. We all cried alot. Reason, cuz I’m leaving them. So yeah, my birthday ended with everyone crying and getting mad at me, lol.

Then I went to spend some time with my cousins. Which was really amazing. And every night I’d tell myself that “Nimrit tomorrow you have to write a blog, no matter what” and everyday I’d fail. I would just lie around, read some novels and binge watch youtube all day. Like I wasted many days like that. Which is not right. But today I finally sat down and wrote this. Theres gonna be lots of great stuff coming up on my blog. And I’m also thinking of writing a blog novel, if that makes sense. Like every week I’ll be posting one chapter of the story. And I really hope you like it!!

So, this is it to today’s blog and I hope you all are doing good and enjoying life. If you want to read a particular kind of blog then please comment down below. I’ll surely look forward to it.

ps: Also, comment down below where you all are from👇👇  I’d really love to know!

The Exam Scenario

Hey Guys!!!

So, my exams are about to start in two days and I’m really stressed. I should be studying but I don’t know why I’m not able to concentrate?! It’s seems as if, that shit ain’t wanna get into my mind. Like it’s not that I don’t get good grades and stuff. But from the past few days I just don’t feel like studying. My grades are going down, but still my attitudes like “I don’t care”, which is wrong cuz I should care when ma finals are on top of my head.

I just wanna lock myself up in my room, watch youtube, read books, write, sleep and eat. Like literally thats what I wanna do with my life. But then I know I can’t fail, so I have to study, but I’m not able to. These exams are really going hard on me. The effin struggle is actually Realll!!

In today’s blog I am gonna tell you guys about the general scenario of our school and students during an exam day. Alot of things happen, so enough of the babbling now. Let’s get into da blog👉👉

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The day starts with everyone pouring into their assigned classes with books in their hands. Some look tensed, nervous or stressful whereas, some are just too over-confident or have that “I really don’t care, I’m gonna pass anyways” kinda attitude.

Then theres this usual last-minutes-before-the-exam-cram-session. Everyone just wants to absorb whatever they can before the exam starts. All the doubts that students have get cleared in the morning by other students cuz they were just too lazy to listen or ask the doubts before. So, theres this mini-tution going on too.

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So all in all, everyones studying, but in different ways and the noise level is just too high. Like theres a full on khap(madness) in the classrooms. Then the bell rings and we all proceed for the most boring thing in the world, Our morning assemblies! And there we get a lecture of not using “unfair means to pass”, which I don’t think anyone really listens or follows. But still we have to stand there and listen, like da fuk..

Then finally we get into our classrooms, where I don’t know how the teacher just shows up before us because we all were in the assembly together. So, it’s kind strangeV and still a mystery for me. And then we go through this shitty long list of rules on how to write on our paper, like every damn day, and there still will be a student who will do something or the other wrong.

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When we finally start, for the first half an hour, I guess, theres no cheating happening but after that all the magic happens. Some teachers are just so bugh(dumb), that they don’t get anything; not able to catch anyone cheating, even under their nose. But there are some who have an eagle’s eye and with them being in class, cheating becomes really hard. But we dem students are just so smart that it still happens.YO🤘

The ones who cheat, are not really good at studying; waste the whole year; don’t use their brains, but during the exams I don’t know how their brains suddenly start working. They use all their creativity and mind to find out new ways to cheat, which makes no sense to me.

During the exam there’s a habit of one or the other student to keep asking or rather, bugging the teacher on how much time is left. Like this line is religiously used every day till the last exam and has become the anthem of our exam days.

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Then after 2 or 3 hours, when our exam ends and we go outside, there’s a huge chaos in the corridors. Like mostly everyone’s having this after-exam-discussion. The noise level is on it’s peak and it’s really difficult to go through and get outside the building. And when we finally manage to get out, after an exhausting exam what do we students need? A good snack! But instead life gives us bananas:(

So that is it to this blog. I hope you all enjoyed reading it!! And Best of luck👍👍 to ma fellow Yadavindrians for their exams!

ps: Comment down below if you related to this blog!!

 

 

Types of People on Valentines ft. ma Bestie❤️

Hey Guys!!!

So, its finally the day all lovers *especially girls👀* been waiting for— Valentines Day!! And guess what me still single on this Valentines✌🏿️😌 But like Do I Care?! nahhhhh.. And plus who would want to spend time handling their partners nakhra (attitude), waste money on gifts and chocolates of course, rite? 🙄😂 So, in honour of this “lovey-dovey” day my best friend and I have come up with an exciting blogg, which you might have guessed by now from the title-“Types of people on Valentines”!!  So, without more blabbering lets get into the blogg➡️➡️

1. Single Mingled: This type of person is always single on Valentines. He/She will watch other couples enjoying and stuff and will cuss himself, sulk in the corner and eventually will just buy chocolates n presents and gift them to him/herself. So, technically this person will be eating and watching romantic movies or shows on Valentines alone.

2. “It’s Complicated”: This is a type of couple whose relationship is kinda complicated. Like both of them like each other and they know it too. But then they have not, kind of accepted that they’re in relationship. So they’re technically not in relationship, but then on the other hand they are as well, if that makes sense?. So yeah its complicated.

3. Food is my only bae❤️: This person cannot think of anything or rather, anyone else except for food. Food is that person’s one and only love. He/She cannot live without it *ik no one can but this ones an just extreme case*. This person is in relationship with food. And will spend Valentines night eating food and lounging around.

4. Long Distance: As the name suggests, this couple has a long distant relationship. Both are alone on Valentines wondering what the other one is doing and whether he/she is cheating on him/her or not😂 So, practically they don’t get to enjoy this day at all. They will keep missing their partner and will wait for some surprise gift to arrive, lol.

5. Me, Myself and I: This person is just so obsessed with his/herself that Valentines day doesn’t even matter. He/She will do everything for his/herself, all day. This type of  person does not give a shit to anyone and will pamper oneself on Valentines.

6. One sided Lover: This type of person is a one-sided lover. He/she will enjoy a few glances here and there, likes his/her crush alot but will never confess it because he/she is just too shy to. But this person is dying from the inside to have one conversation with his/her crush once, and has brought gifts for his/her crush, but just doesn’t have the courage to.

7. The Touchy couple: This type of couple is particularly that “lovey-dovey” couple who is inseparable all the time especially on Valentines Day. They will just go on and on praising about how lovable their partner is. Both of them keep on telling, how much they love each other and all. And just won’t leave each others side all day.

8. ‘Friendzoned’: This type of person tries really hard to woo his/her crush and even makes the effort to buy a gift for crush. But when he/she goes and gives the gift, his/her crush replies—”aww..this is so sweet of you! Your such a great friend! Thanks!” And there goes that person’s dream in the ocean.

9. The Shy Couple: So this type of couple is like really really shy to express their feelings in public or even to each other. Holding hands on Valentines Day is the first huge step and achievement they’ve taken in their relationship. Bless this couple🙏

10. “ma bestie be the best”: So this couple is not a boy-girl one and nor is it a lesbian one. It’s just two best friends who love each other alot and don’t have any valentine, so they be each others valentine. Both of them gift each other presents and have a typical girls day out.

So, thats a wrap to this lovely blog of mine😊 I hope you all enjoyed reading this as much as we enjoyed writing it. This idea just suddenly came up in my best friend’s mind today so we wrote it down. And if you liked it then give it a like, comment and follow my site for more amazing blogs! *my clichéd line, but whatever*

Pssst…which person or couple did you relate to??? Comment down below👇👇

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Those Blue eyes..II

*If your reading this and have come across my site for the first time then STOP!! Go read the first part of this story or else you probably won’t know what’s happenin here* Click the link down below to read it👇👇

Those Blue Eyes…

It’s been two years now; everything has changed, like my whole damn world has flipped since the day he left. Nothings the same. My parents got divorced, I failed, am no longer that “perfect girl”, lost all my friends and moreover lost the only person that made me happy and was the love of my life, Blue.

I don’t really care about the other things that happened cuz losing Blue was in itself the most terrible thing. The last time I saw him was on his dad’s funeral. That day was the worstest*. I had never seen Blue like that before, ever. I wanted to be with him in this tough phase of life. But he just cut me out. I understand that losing his dad was a great shock for him, and at that time this might seem like the best option. But it’s been 1 and a half year since I’ve heard from him. I really want him to know that I still love him, care for him and want to be with him, but he’s deleted all his socials, changed his number and now no one knows where he is. He even left his medical school. His  step-mom and step-brother don’t even seem to care the slightest bit either. I don’t know what to do. I really miss him and want him.

From the past two months I’ve regularly been visiting a psychiatrist because alot happened and it was just too much to handle for me. I was in depression. I needed help. And so, the psychiatrist suggested me to write down whatever I felt, everyday on a piece of paper. And thats what I do these days.

My school life has changed too. I have no friends now; not even a single person talks to me. Can’t blame them for this cuz I was the one who stopped talking to everyone and became a loner. Everyone enjoys at school whereas, I sit alone and write. Yeah, writing has become my new passion now. I just love to write nowadays. All my feelings flow on a paper and it just makes me feel light.

One and a half year, thats alot. I miss him but I don’t think he’s ever gonna come back and my psychiatrist told me to move on. So I’m going to try do that. It’s hard but I will try cuz I want my old self back. So Yeah Ima do it!

*After a week*

I can’t. Its really hard. He keeps popping up in my mind like before. I’ve even searched on “tips to forget your ex” on the internet. But nothings helping.

Why did he do this to me? Why do I love him so much? Why aint he going out of my heart? Why do I in the whole world have all the problems?? Why, God WHyyyyy??!?!

On a bright Sunday morning, when all the kids were playing in the park and having fun, I was there, sitting alone on the bench, doing nothing. And all of a sudden, there’s this familiar change in the atmosphere. It’s the same feeling I had when I first met Blue. But then I tell myself that Blue’s gone; he won’t ever come back. Then when I get up to go home, out of nowhere someone pulls my arm from the back and I fall into that persons arms. That person seemed familiar to me but I couldn’t really recognize. And that’s when I looked into those eyes, those blue, oceanic and dreamy eyes. I scream!! That person is none other than Blue! My Blue!!

“Sia”, he softly says and gives me a tender kiss, which I shouldn’t, but do give back. But then I back off cuz suddenly it comes to my mind that I’m angry at him. And so I blast. Whatever I held from so long I say it all to him, in one go.

And he replies, “I’m really really sorry Sia, I seriously am. I know I shouldn’t have just left you. But after my dad’s death I just couldn’t handle it. I didn’t know what to do. So, I started drinking and taking drugs. I wanted to end my life cuz that sounded the perfect thing at that point. My life already got ruined the day my dad left and I didn’t wanna ruin yours cuz you mean alot to me. I didn’t wanna see you sad by this change in me. I thought you’d be better off without me. But I guess my assumption was wrong. I spoiled it even more and you can’t even imagine how much it hurts. From the past one year, I was in rehab. I lost all hope and didn’t wanna get better but then the doctor gave me some hope, and that hope was you. Every single day I spent there was tough but the thought of you, kept me alive. And so I’m here. And I love you so soo much and I promise I won’t ever leave you. And I know that saying sorry won’t heal anything, but still I am going to say sorry anyway…..”

And without a second thought, I’m on my tiptoes and kissing him.

Hey Guys!! So that was a wrap to this short story of mine. I hope you all liked it. And I wanna say Thank you to all those who follow me and appreciate my work. It really means alot.

So a huge THANK YOU!!!💋💋   And last but not the least thank you so much Roffello for this amazing image! And guys go follow him on youtube. He makes amazing music.

Those Blue eyes..

Once upon a time, there was this beautiful young girl named Sia. She was really intelligent and topped in everything she took up. She had a polite nature, a well doing family, great friends, talents and whatever thing you can imagine of. All in all she was “the perfect girl”. But that, only for others.

The whole school wanted to be her friend because she was just amzing; she was a favourite. Every girl wanted to be like her. For all the students, she was that ‘perfect girl’. But no one knew how broke her heart was and how much she held inside.

She was a pretty good actor though. She always used to put up a fake smile for everyone. Her nature at home and at school was totally different. People always thought that she was lucky as she had no stress, tension and problems in her life. But in real it was the opposite.

One day, she was practicing for her inter-school debate alone in the science lab when she suddenly felt a change in the atmosphere, but she couldn’t really figure out what. And then an anorexic guy wearing huge black glasses and ruffled brown hair, with big blue dreamy eyes walked in. Sia got lost in him.

“Hey! Are you Sia?”, he said. But  Sia was still lost. “I’m talking to you girl not the wall”, he said by snapping his fingers in front of her. “Yeah, sorry what did you say? I was actually thinking about something”, Sia finally replied.

“Yeah, I can see that. So Miss. Dream girl, is your name Sia?”, he repeated. “Yes!”, she said excitedly. “Great! So, you’ve been called by the Principal in his office, right now”, he said and then vanished.

That night Sia was unable to sleep. She kept thinking about that guy. He didn’t even give her an opportunity to ask his name or to have a small conversation with him. He disappeared, just like that. And she even wondered why she hadn’t ever seen him before.

Late night, Sia started searching for him on instagram and after a twenty minute long search she finally found him. His name was Blue. Sia was like “Blue? What kind of name is that?” But then she figured out the answer herself. “He has huge blue oceanic eyes so duh, his name had to be Blue. Strange but I like it”, she murmured to herself and laughed.

So technically Sia developed a crush on him. She saw him in school everyday and really wanted to talk to him. But then she was like super shy when it came to this stuff. So she didn’t. Some of her friends knew about this and they encouraged her to go up and confess her feelings for him, but Sia figured out that Blue was different, he probably might not be interested in her and she didn’t have the guts to get rejected. So it was left as it is.

A year passed by, and Sia’s crush on Blue kinda faded. She started liking someone else and was in relationship with him. She loved that guy alot. But after some time all of it ended. She got to know that for him it was all fake. She was heartbroken by this incident. Like already she suffered alot and now she had to go through this as well.

A few days went by and out of no where one of Sia’s friend told Blue’s friend about her little crush on Blue. And in a matter of two days Blue got to know that Sia once had a crush on him. Sia was really mad at her friend, she didn’t want this to happen, now.

Then a day after she got a message from Blue. He was all cool about this situation. Both of them started talking. And in a short span they became so comfortable with each other that they could talk about anything and everything. They both loved talking to each other. Sia started liking him again, and this time she took up the courage and told him. She was surprised that Blue wanted to hang out with her too.

So, both of them started hanging out. Sia really really liked him but didn’t know if he thought about her in that way.

Sia’s friend played cupid between them. Blue proposed to her and asked her to be his girlfriend. But Sia didn’t answer. Blue was really worried now and was confused by this. He didn’t know what to do. Sia then gave him a letter and a gift packed in a box. Blue opened it in the bus, while he was going home. And after reading the letter, he was left speechless. He started crying.

Blue only had a few days in school. He got accepted at a medical school on the other side of the country, whereas Sia still had two years left. Sia knew this and in the letter she wrote that she wasn’t able to say yes to him cuz he’s leaving school and it would be really difficult for her to become stable again after he leaves. So, she wanted to all attachment with him. And she even expressed her true feelings; told him how much she loved him. She gave a memorable gift with the letter which would remind him of her. So basically it was a farewell letter from her side. She didn’t want to go through shit again.

No one had ever done something like that for him. He felt special. And was taken aback by all this and it was obvious for the tears to flow. At that point Blue realised that he loved her alot, like alooooott and couldn’t afford losing her.

He went up to her the next day and  said that the time he had in the school, he wants to spend it with her only. He told her that if it’s meant to be, then it will work even after he leaves. Blue wanted Sia to not think about the future and cherish the time they have together. Sia gained some confidence after what all he said and she agreed.

From that day till Blue’s last day in school, both of them were inseparable. They spent all their time together.

But soon came his last day and unfortunately Sia had her inter-school debate that day. She totally forgot about it. So Blue didn’t know about it either. He waited for her all day but she couldn’t show up.

Over there, Sia wanted all this to end fast, so that she could meet Blue as soon as possible.

But maybe God planned something else for them. By the time Sia came, Blue had already left. She broke down and cursed herself. She didn’t even have the opportunity to say goodbye to him for the last time. That moment was full of sorrow for her.

That night, she kept thinking about the time she had spent with Blue, their first hug, their first kiss, their talks, their laughs and everything they did together. Blue meant the whole world to her. She could share all her problems with him and he’d solve them in minutes. He was her moral support. But now she didn’t have him. And after recalling all this, she burst into tears again. She felt lonely. She wanted Blue to wrap her all up in his arms and make her laugh the way he used to. But Blue was not there……..

Hey Guys!!

So this was my first try to write a short and sweet love story. I hope you all like it. I tried my very best in it. And I really like how it came out. But in the end it’s upto the readers. So, I hope it’s not boring. And If you want to know what happened between Sia and Blue then you’ll have to wait for some time. I’ll be writing a sequel to this story soon.

Love you all and thank you for everything❤️💕

#1D Unite

Hey Guys!!!

I hope you all are doing well and having a great day! Today’s post is on a really sentimental topic. It may not be as sentimental to you as it is to my friends and I. But still it is very sentimental. So, the thing I’m talking about is ONE DIRECTION!!!! Yes people, today’s blog is on ‘those five lads’!


Once upon a time, there were these five handsome, beautiful, hot, talented, attractive, loving, cute, intuitive, etc..etc..Boyss, “together”. They were so sweet and lovable that no girl in this whole world could resist not fan-girling them. Their voices sounded like heaven and their songs just lit up fire 🔥 in our hearts. When they were together, they made the best music 🎶. But alas, those happy days lasted till 4 years only. And now we only have their songs to listen to. They’re never seen together now, which breaks million girls hearts. Like seriously what happened to them?? Ok, I get it that they didn’t wanna work together anymore, but how can they distant themselves from each other so much? They were practically the bestest* of friends. They spent 4 years of their lives together and now, they act as if they don’t even know each other. Whenever they meet, there’s this awkwardness in between them. For example, two weeks ago, you all must have seen the American Music Awards and there was this random person who filmed Zayn Malik and Niall Horon’s awkward handshake. It looked as if someone told Niall forcefully to shake hands with him. Like seriously? Ok, they wanted their own space, we get it. But why don’t they talk to each other? Why cant we see them together? Not as ex-members of one direction, but as friends who spent one/third of their lives together???


And if you haven’t seen their awkward handshake then click on the link down below👇👇

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-TBdFjC219s

It really hurts to not see them singing live at concerts and in music videos. They all looked so good together. They complemented each other perfectly. After the Beatles, One Direction was the only boy band in the history of music, to top all charts and have such a huge fan-following across the whole world. Every single girl on this planet has crushed* on them. And why wouldn’t the girls crush on them? They all are so handsome and flawless that no girl can resist loving them.

I just want them to be back together and see them create the same old magic, that they used to. They still are my favourite and will forever be. I love each and every one of them. They will always remain in my heart❤️ #directionerforlife💕


I really loved writing today’s blog and I’m sure all of you enjoyed reading it as well. All those who liked this blog, comment #1Dunite and your favourite 1D memeber’s name down below!!